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A Wild Butterfly Brings Son Back

From our June Caregivers Healing Intensive

Nikè had always been a strong woman, but the loss of her son Christian had shattered her world. As a mother, she never imagined she would have to bury her child, especially not when he was serving in the army. The pain was unbearable, and each day felt like a never-ending battle to find some semblance of peace. In the midst of her grief, Nikè tirelessly prepared for Christian's funeral. She wanted everything to be perfect, a tribute worthy of her beloved son. As she sorted through his belongings, she stumbled upon a drawing he had done as a young boy. It depicted a vibrant butterfly, with the words, "If I were a butterfly I would fly to heaven because it would be cool." The innocence and beauty of his words struck her heart. Throughout the funeral preparations, Nikè couldn't help but glance up at the sky, silently pleading for a sign that Christian was still with her. She longed for one last opportunity to hold his hand, to feel his warmth and hear his voice. "Show me the butterflies, so I know that you're still here," she whispered, hoping for a response from the heavens.

During the spouse and caregivers retreat, Nikè found herself on a path towards healing. The retreat was designed to provide solace and support to those who had experienced profound loss. The meditation walk offered a moment of tranquility amidst the chaos of grief. As Nikè meandered down the path, her mind flooded with memories of Christian. She recalled the laughter they shared, his mischievous grin, and the unwavering love that connected them. In this moment of reflection, she realized she needed to release him, to set him free from the pain that held them both captive.


During the afternoon horse session, Nikè approached the horse with trepidation, unsure of what lay ahead. Yet, as she gently stroked its mane, she felt a sense of calm wash over her. The horse, sensing her sorrow, seemed to understand her pain. It gazed into her eyes, offering a silent but powerful reassurance. In that intimate connection, Nikè found the courage to let go. Tears streamed down her face as she whispered her final goodbyes to Christian, promising to carry him in her heart forever.


As she made her way back to the retreat center, her heart felt lighter. The weight of grief had begun to lift, replaced by a glimmer of hope. It was then, on that gravel road, that Nikè experienced a moment of pure magic. A vibrant butterfly appeared out of nowhere, fluttering delicately before her. It landed directly in front of her, as if guided by an invisible force. Nikè's breath caught in her throat, and she dropped to her knees. Extending her finger, she tentatively offered it to the butterfly. To her astonishment, the butterfly responded. It reached out with its left leg and gently placed it on her finger, as if recognizing her presence. Slowly, it climbed up onto her hand, its delicate wings caressing her skin. Nikè couldn't contain her joy and wonder.


She held the butterfly tenderly, speaking to it as if it were Christian himself. She poured her heart out, sharing her innermost thoughts and feelings, knowing that somehow he was there, listening. The butterfly remained with her, its presence a comforting reminder that love endures beyond the boundaries of life and death.


When Nikè had finished pouring out her soul, she raised her finger, releasing the butterfly back into the world. With a graceful flutter of its wings, it took flight, soaring higher and higher until it disappeared into the sky. In that moment, Nikè knew without a doubt that Christian had chosen to come back to her through the butterfly. It was a symbol of their eternal connection, a reminder that he was still with her, watching over her from above. She no longer needed to hold his hand physically because their bond transcended the earthly realm.


Now, whenever Nikè feels the weight of grief threatening to pull her under, she looks up to the sky and smiles. She knows that Christian's spirit lived on, free as a butterfly, bringing her comfort and reminding her that love never truly dies.


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